“Boho Life”

well its been a while since i’ve hit the streets of voxtropolis. a lot has happened though. but thats nothin new with me. “if it ain’t one thang it’s anotha”, as the song goes. life hits and sometimes it takes a second to get a hold again. i’ve always felt like everytime i take a good stride in life, before i can touch down for a second step the ground shifts beneath me. and if by some chance i actually manage to walk a few feet effortlessly, i must be on the wrong path. is that crazy or what! its like i have to constantly feel challenged to feel that i’m on the right path. i guess i should fill you in on why i’m rambling…..well here it is…… my wife and i are going through a miscarriage…………………………… weird to actually say that, but i guess its a very common thing(so i’m being told). it doesn’t make it any easier though. now that good stride that i was refering to was the completion of my first album to go under my independant label designed to promote my god given talents. a major accomplishment thats been ten years in the making.(yeah me!) then came the good news of my wife being in the family way. (it wasn’t planned, but good news nonetheless.) so everythings great until the complaint of cramps…..followed by bleeding…back and forth between the two for about two weeks with doctors saying nothin but… “we’ll have to wait and see whats going to happen.” (what came first…science or faith?) in the mean time, my spirit was slowly crashing. it left me wondering what the heck kinda good am i suppose to get outta this! then it hit me…..this was like a sick distraction to become another defining moment. i need to stay grounded in the fact that god loves us and move forward. things happen for a reason and may not have anything to do with the right now, but there is a purpose…….i just gotta have faith in that, right?